It's been a while.....

I know.... but I'm just kind of at a standstill right now.  I will keep this short, but come back tonight or tomorrow and explain more, but right now I'm waiting for my sister-in-law to give birth.  She started labor last night and, as of right now, is still in labor.  Woo hoo.... Sorry, I know I might be a b*tch for saying it or thinking it, but I just can't be happy for her right now.  I will be fine later, but right now I can't do it.  I'm a b*tch, what can I say?